to a special friend of mine~

we were friend since a while. alot of things happened between us like arguements (most)...and i remembered you say you hate her but now you and her are best friends. everytime i read your blog, and you talks about her, you know how i feel? you are a special friend to me, and i treat you nicer than no one else~ coz you say we are besties~ now? i never regret being friend with you, and i feel happy having a friend like you. but now we dont even call, sms or even talk to each other. i know i told you that i hate her and at last i ended up with her so called 'best friend'. sorry about that. i feel bad about that. i tried and tried getting back with you being 'sisters', but you never get it. i gave you hints, but you dont know, i'm not saying that you're dumb. you are really a special friend that i've ever met. really. if you know i'm talking about you, or you think thats you, come and talk to me, i'll be very friendly to you, promise...

p/s: i love you